January 2011
December 2010
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As I sit here with a plate of Christmas baking...
I know I have a somewhat cool personality. I’m not going to be modest about that. I can be a fun person to be around.
But you know what? I would trade my awesome personality to be skinny instead, no joke.
And yes, I realize how morally wrong that is. Try and not judge me too much.
http://theskinnycity.tumblr.com/ →
This blog makes me feel so conflicted. Because it’s basically verbalizing the thoughts I have every single day but of course I never act upon them because I realize the importance of eating healthy, knowing your limits, etc. But still. I want to be that skinny. I want to be that cute girl that guys notice. I want to be thin enough that I don’t squash a guy when I sit on his lap....
Someone please tell me I'm going to be OK
I need to know that this is going to be okay. That it’s okay if I don’t pass a paper, a test, a course. I need someone to remind me that it’s just not that big of a deal. Because I’m not convincing myself anymore.